The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

also my bike got stolen

this happened over two days

Also update from my earlier post: i am taking the mental health week. I still feel like garbage but less like dying, so progress????

I was very wrong i feel dead inside

I've got a bad ear infection in one ear and the other one is full of water so I am currently nearly completely deaf.

Im tired and these computers HATE me but I already decided on staying here all night

ouch i got like five paper cuts all over the place on my thumb and i'm not sure what happened. I feel like maybe a plastic container had sharpish edges and i got cut while opening it....

I woke up a few minutes ago, from my timezone it's about thirteen thirty. School started at seven thirty. Welp.

what sadistic institution would start class at 7:30????

high school

high school

high school

mine was never that early so i guess im biased

Oh I was just agreeing that highschool was something to flip shits about (and tables); I've never had to go to class earlier than 8:00 (but I have had to get up at 4:30 to make it to a trip).

fi-i-i-inals!!!!!

I woke up this morning and there are ants.

The porter's first response was "oh no, not again", which was not exactly promising, and because it's a Sunday the advice is to buy a can of ant spray that the college will reimburse me for later and hold tight until they can call someone out tomorrow.

I have an exam tomorrow afternoon and ants on my desk right now. My ability to deal with this, much like my ability to deal with anything at present, is pretty much zero.

<nonspecific anxiety intensifies>

Assignments are hell, and also very late.

Trigonometry makes me feel like bluh.

I want to do things but I have no motivation at all it's pretty great
also it feels like my sensory processing issues are "getting worse" (I'm probably just not as good as coping with it right now as I usually am)

Guess who hates rendering? This guy.

One of my shots rendered black with no information and nobody can figure out why because all my other scenes are fine and I used all the same settings. I also have to use a program that I haven't learned to comp this all together and also finish an animation test, and my dialogue animation and I'm using so many different programs at once I keep mixing up the hotkeys and messing up

gods at least my monologue rendered fine

my dog's dead
she was like a year past her breed's usual life expectancy and really showing her age so it wasn't a huge surprise and it came on suddenly rather than being protracted and drawn out which i guess is probably a good thing in the end

took me a while to feel sad about it but I guess it's hitting me now

I think she had a good life though

Jac, you have my condolences. Losing pets is rough. :(

Yeah, I'm sorry, it' always hard when pets die :(

i'm so tired of everything

everything needs to just stop for a bit

*vibrates dejectedly* 5 classes today, 1 done