The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

I've been quietly upset for a few days now. Not really knowing what to do at all. Pretty much been on autopilot in terms of this forum and community. Right now I'm updating Swamped and looking at threads and that's it.

I'm posting this because I want people to know that, in my particular case, everything is not okay. And I'm not really ready to grapple with figuring out what it would take for it to be okay.

I don't know how to move on from here. All I can think of to do is to express my frustration so that, if nothing else, people are aware of it.