RE: The thread for flipping shits (and tables)
12-18-2014, 03:04 AM
Agen's Parent Trials Part Infinity
After their last visit, which had a week's advance warning, lasted two months, and drove me so profoundly insane that I proceeded to fail half the courses for the semester (and did push me into actually seeking medical help for anxiety, so i guess there's a plus x_x), my mother just sent me a message a week in advance saying that she's visiting for Christmas and she's already bought the tickets.
Christmas, which I had been industriously avoiding my family for, even braving the Queensland Summer - because that's how much I do not want to see my family. Christmas, whose plans for me not to come back for I had laid in motion since June. Christmas, a time for Family - unless you have fucking mine.
I haven't stopped screaming since. I think I sent an angry message just straight up saying that I'm not doing Christmas, I don't want to do Christmas, I don't want to spend it with them; I just know the reply is going to be shattering, whatever it is. I was only just starting to get a semblance of sanity back from their last visit, and that took five trips to the psych and a threat of expulsion.
I just
can't
After their last visit, which had a week's advance warning, lasted two months, and drove me so profoundly insane that I proceeded to fail half the courses for the semester (and did push me into actually seeking medical help for anxiety, so i guess there's a plus x_x), my mother just sent me a message a week in advance saying that she's visiting for Christmas and she's already bought the tickets.
Christmas, which I had been industriously avoiding my family for, even braving the Queensland Summer - because that's how much I do not want to see my family. Christmas, whose plans for me not to come back for I had laid in motion since June. Christmas, a time for Family - unless you have fucking mine.
I haven't stopped screaming since. I think I sent an angry message just straight up saying that I'm not doing Christmas, I don't want to do Christmas, I don't want to spend it with them; I just know the reply is going to be shattering, whatever it is. I was only just starting to get a semblance of sanity back from their last visit, and that took five trips to the psych and a threat of expulsion.
I just
can't
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