Ghostwriter

I don't want this to be how it goes.

I don't want it to be true a-and end with me going off to some space station. I want it to be fake and I want to keep doing what... I-I was doing. That's why I'm so scared i-is because this feels s-so real and I don't...

...w-want it to be.

I want to keep r-running and keep g-going and keep living. I want th-the feeling I get wh-when I'm fighting for s-something meaningful a-and it's just d-draining away from me right now and I'm s-sitting here and I need to... f-fly... away, and g-get away from that feeling, as far as I can g-go.