daily drawings

April 9 2019

"Rediscovery"

One of my favorites. I played around with the brick texture here.

April 10 2019

wrt the scenery, it's like... mostly i think about "breath"

sometimes, i break my own rules and make very "packed" backgrounds.... it changes the mood...

usually my favorites are the ones where there's "air" but also "form."

recently i've been generally a bit sick but i've kept up anyway... hopefully it's ok!

i colored an old drawing to use as an avatar on another forum...

April 11 2019

April 12 2019

"pretense"

impostor syndrome visualized

April 13 2019

"misplaced"

Barely salvaged this one from the ever-growing pile of rejected attempts at the corner of my desk.

Also tried drawing digital, for once in months...

April 14 2019

"recidivism"

and... just too precious not to post

April 15 2019

Wool sweater returns again! The grass style here returns a lot more... For some reason I connected it in my head to "it's something for negative events."

April 16 2019

a52 commented that the style seemed similar to "the little prince" so i had a go with a rather direct reference!

April 17 2019

not a very good day... i had fun texturing the road and drawing cattails though

April 18 2019

cattails and water ripples and a tree

a bit off model today...

April 19 2019

i really really really really like the crow in this drawing. i love it.

April 20 2019

procrastination........... i tried to express that feeling of being frustrated with myself.

April 21 2019

do you discard your self
in the overgrown fields
a lost doll wandering
further and lost evermore

April 22 2019

i don't understand what i drew but it's ok? brush stroke experimentation is always decent to do

April 23 2019

a bit out of it cos i'm swamped with schoolwork................................

this one is mostly "trying out how to make shape and light through flat brush splatter strokes" which is p neat........

but not much other complexity in this

i feel like i'm tracing a wall in the dark right now, so i wanted to express that at the same time

April 24 2019

April 25 2019

"i am completely doomed very soon, but instead of doing anything to avoid it i seem to just be preparing to accept it..."

April 26 2019

Now we're caught up... I post these usually at the end of the day as a reference to the day that just went by, sometimes (usually) past midnight...

feeling of uncertainty

April 27 2019

where the arctic gusts
ferociously roar,
knives in the wind
and shards of ice
slashing in the din

April 28 2019

Pulled an all-nighter trying to finish work to desperately not fail a course...

April 29 2019

Running on fumes, tired, upset, confused, but apparently I still have a chance.

April 30 2019



everything hurts

Hey, just dropping in to say I really like your stuff! There's a dream-like quality to it that I like

thank you so much for enjoying these. it is sort of like an expression of "dreams..." very personal to me. i let each picture go as "it intends." (though when i "don't get the right muse" i will scrap it)

i didn't die, so i continued drawing

may 1

slept early for a final

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may 2

slept in the morning after an all-nighter doing projects...

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may 3

felt kind of terrible. very "still" day

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may 4

wanted to just draw something comfy... the day itself wasn't very productive. i can't do all-nighters anymore...

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may 5

sometimes there's a sort of poignant feeling you might have.

i wrote a poem

Contemplation
Of faraway lights, sights and futures without
Under solitude, times muted, unsaid now
Reflective pitch black, lacking knowledge of how
We would walk again, when memory goes out

last few days i was pulling a whole bunch of all nighters doing crazy amounts of work for final course projects...

quality fluctuated here and there and i noticed my texturing brush was seriously running out of ink.. i'll have to buy more

for some reason the "struggling with course project" manifested as a consistent symbol in a few drawings???

may 6

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may 7

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may 8

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(finished today morning)

may 9

(went back after a while... there was a feeling i couldn't describe to this. it's like an old photo you'd find on a social media feed that you forgot.)

(went back after even longer... wrote a small thing)

an old social media photo you forgot years ago
of a place that you don't remember clearly anymore
forgotten nostalgia, clothes in corners of dusty boxes
tepid tracks and overgrown fields, ponds since drained away