"Seriously brain, what the hell?" A Thread For Weird Dreams and Nightmares

Had a dream where I was a member of a tall, buglike alien race. Most of my species was peacefully integrated with the human race, but the leadership was still on the home planet and was violent and warlike.

They sent out a bunch of alpha members who forced all of us to take these laser guns that would track our location and said that if the holder didn't kill two out of every three humans we saw, the gun would kill them without possibility of cloning or resuscitation.

I was put on a cruise space ship, and I had no choice but to run around killing people, but there were a few that made sure to consciously, regularly spare, including this one guy that I explained my situation to.

Eventually I died in battle. While I was dead, the aliens lost the war (and things somehow immediately returned to being peaceful and accepting again, without any human lashback), and some of my alien friends cloned me. We went searching on the ship for the bodies of anyone we knew (they also had made sure to keep as many humans alive as possible, and many had certain humans that they protected and made sure not to kill no matter what). When we got to the spot that I remembered my human friend last being we didn't find his body. However, in a grave dug out of the carpet, we did find mine.