RE: Lucidstuck II
04-16-2022, 04:15 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-16-2022, 04:16 PM by amobiaman.)
>Glad to see that you're more willing to speak on shadows. It's very easy to understand why you're scared, and you can't be blamed for that. While everyone is always a bit scared about the truth of themselves, it makes sense that someone who's whole persona is so wrapped up in the concept of lies would be so stubborn about it.
>Truthfully, there's not very much that we know about dark asylums, other than that they are manifestations of who you really are and what you really want deep down.
>Your asylum, the construct, seems to be a medium where you can have whatever you want if you weave the right lies. However it hasn't been going in your favor with all these other free agents running around inside it.
>I believe that we won't be able to help much beyond our own speculation. You really should just take a moment to find yourself.
>I know you seem to believe you know yourself, but you can't even speak Raziel. You say you feel like you're two halves that want the other dead! I think you know who you WANT to be, and are very afraid that's not who you actually are.
>That's okay too! Like the others say, the best way to begin knowing and accepting yourself is to confront these things that concern or scare you.
>Many of us would likely kill for the opportunity you have, to speak with your demons directly. I know I would. There's a lot a mind can hid from itself given the effort, time, and a motive.
>As for the construct being a "test" given by your shadow... that idea does sound rather plausible. Could be something to ask yourself. I too like to think you're trying to teach yourself how to cooperate.
>Your friend lexii on the outside is who brought us here. I like to think that she manifested us as a way to teach you cooperation as well.
>As a collection of faceless voices, there's nothing we can do to affect your world directly, only whisper in your thoughts, or on rare occasions speak directly.
>However with all of us and our own ideas, we often disagree. It's a pain to see some of our own ideas fail to influence you lot, and even more when our influence doesn't do what we deisred.
>Everything really would be so much easier if it went our own individual ways, but nobody can have that. Reality is cruel and disappointing. People can be confusing, stubborn, or unwilling to compromise.
>the best we can do, the best you can do, is to try and cooperate.
>Frankly, I'm very proud of you for coming along so far in such a long time. I know it was hard at first to accept us, but you did it.
>Take your time with this. Just relax, and when you're ready ask yourself questions, look deep down, as deep as you can go. Listen to anything you have to say. Do not try and rationalize your own answers until you can fully feel the responses. You might feel your two halves colliding, and you might feel scared, but that's okay. Feel it. Go through it and learn yourself.
>At the very end, we'll still be here on the other side to help you process.
>Truthfully, there's not very much that we know about dark asylums, other than that they are manifestations of who you really are and what you really want deep down.
>Your asylum, the construct, seems to be a medium where you can have whatever you want if you weave the right lies. However it hasn't been going in your favor with all these other free agents running around inside it.
>I believe that we won't be able to help much beyond our own speculation. You really should just take a moment to find yourself.
>I know you seem to believe you know yourself, but you can't even speak Raziel. You say you feel like you're two halves that want the other dead! I think you know who you WANT to be, and are very afraid that's not who you actually are.
>That's okay too! Like the others say, the best way to begin knowing and accepting yourself is to confront these things that concern or scare you.
>Many of us would likely kill for the opportunity you have, to speak with your demons directly. I know I would. There's a lot a mind can hid from itself given the effort, time, and a motive.
>As for the construct being a "test" given by your shadow... that idea does sound rather plausible. Could be something to ask yourself. I too like to think you're trying to teach yourself how to cooperate.
>Your friend lexii on the outside is who brought us here. I like to think that she manifested us as a way to teach you cooperation as well.
>As a collection of faceless voices, there's nothing we can do to affect your world directly, only whisper in your thoughts, or on rare occasions speak directly.
>However with all of us and our own ideas, we often disagree. It's a pain to see some of our own ideas fail to influence you lot, and even more when our influence doesn't do what we deisred.
>Everything really would be so much easier if it went our own individual ways, but nobody can have that. Reality is cruel and disappointing. People can be confusing, stubborn, or unwilling to compromise.
>the best we can do, the best you can do, is to try and cooperate.
>Frankly, I'm very proud of you for coming along so far in such a long time. I know it was hard at first to accept us, but you did it.
>Take your time with this. Just relax, and when you're ready ask yourself questions, look deep down, as deep as you can go. Listen to anything you have to say. Do not try and rationalize your own answers until you can fully feel the responses. You might feel your two halves colliding, and you might feel scared, but that's okay. Feel it. Go through it and learn yourself.
>At the very end, we'll still be here on the other side to help you process.