Lucidstuck II

Derrick: get to know yourself better before deciding anything. Ask how he feels about your friends, specifically Lucia, and what he might know about her that you don’t

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Derrick: Tell me about Lucia, along with my other friends. How do you feel about them?
Kremwahl: How sad, isn't it? Confirming your feelings because you obsessively block out your social awareness.
Kremwahl: But, since have you agreed you'll try working together, I suppose it's nothing to dwell on.
Kremwahl: Lucia.
Kremwahl: Our second favourite connection, she's a hard working passionate person who is starved for your affection.
Kremwahl: I don't give anything to keep the need low. She seems like the kind of girl to overwhelm you if you give her an inch.
Kremwahl: Right now being carefree and having no responsibilities is a position we should remain in.
Kremwahl: Yes... I know she likes us in another way.
Kremwahl: And since seeing her a bit older, I suppose it's mutual. She's a cute girl our age that has positive affection for us.
Kremwahl: However, she's brash and quick to anger. Something that might irritate me, and cause you to... Well do what you always do..
Kremwahl: This might spur on her negative behaviour and cause us to get tired or sick of it.
Kremwahl: Granted, if we were to pursue this we'd have a good year or 3. Sadly nothing lasts forever and we're still very young.
Kremwahl: Best to keep our priorities as the main focus.
Kremwahl: Other than that, Lucia will be our loyal counterpart and I will try everything in my power to maintain this connection as it's the catalyst to a lot of our powers soon to come.
Kremwahl: Garreth.
Kremwahl: Garreth is becoming one of our favourite connections rather quickly. He's cool headed, no nonsense and very genuine. He was often there for you when others we not.
Kremwahl: Although his position is not under you, I believe we can still benefit from this connection.
Derrick: Is everything about what others can do for us?
Kremwahl: Well, of course. What good is a positive relationship if you get nothing in return?
Kremwahl: Are you wondering what we do for the others?
Derrick: Well I know already.
Kremwahl: Good. If there's one thing I do like about you Nightmare, you never ask anyone of anything.
Kremwahl: It appears as if you're always content with what you have and even then still somehow manage to get more connections and more good will coming your way at seemingly no cost.
Kremwahl: Even with your meek side always showing constantly, others still appreciate your company which I commend.
Kremwahl: Anyways, Lexii.
Kremwahl: Another good connection. Like Garreth, she seems to always be ready and willing to help us. For example the favour we asked of her to watch Sister.
Kremwahl: Personally, I'd rather pursue Lexii than Lucia. She seems more carefree, more liberated, and charismatic.
Derrick: Personally?
Kremwahl: Meaning, a thought you have never once considered. If I ever refer to myself or my being separate from yours, it's to denote the feeling is subconscious, or not actually realised. Which is how I'm able to share knowledge with you that you "Don't know".
Derrick: So you like-like Lexii?
Kremwahl: Our affinity is not as high as Lucia's, so I'd say not really.
Kremwahl: I'm just saying our viability would coincide better and have a potentially longer stress free relationship than Lucia.
Kremwahl: Not to mention low expectations, something you could do well to keep enjoying.
Kremwahl: Lucas.
Kremwahl: Not one of our favourite connections, but is growing stronger. His pursuing our sister has us a bit wary, but now we pity his position.
Derrick: Sounds about right.
Kremwahl: I'd like to try and convince him to stand on his own if we ever get a chance. His affinity towards Sister is weakening him, and when their connection falls through, Lunacy is sure to follow.
Derrick: You think Lucas's trigger has to do with Alice?
Kremwahl: Nightmare, I'm sure anyone who understands his affinity towards Sister would not doubt that...
Kremwahl: Emily.
Kremwahl: Sadly, we haven't worked on building a deeper connection. But her actions have been used as examples that you wish to follow closer, which I can commend. Her willpower is something to watch closely to learn by example as I believe she is well on her way to lucidity one day.
Kremwahl: In terms of pursuing... Another viable match. I recall Lucas mentioning she had an affinity for you. She knows when to hold her tongue and doesn't seem like the type to anger quickly if at all. Much like you!
Kremwahl: Her long hair is attractive, and her belief system keeps her grounded in the reality she wants to be apart of. Strong morals makes for strong character.
Derrick: Do you like her?
Kremwahl: We'd have to get to know her first. But ranked on viability I'd say Lexii, Emily, Lucia.
Derrick: Wow, last place?
Kremwahl: Again, based on viability, which is the probability of a long lasting enjoyable, stress free relationship.
Kremwahl: Affinity wise, Emily is last place.
Kremwahl: Lastly, Alice.
Kremwahl: Our strongest connection. Her willingness to be of use is unrivaled. Which makes her our most dependable connection as well.
Kremwahl: Unfortunately, we've caught her telling lies and betraying our trust, weakening our connection by a lot but still ahead of the rest.
Kremwahl: I sense that Sister fears me, which is why she tries so hard to please you.
Kremwahl: As you've been the way you've always been, she may have forgotten I exist, which is why I felt I should yell at her to remind her of my love.
Kremwahl: I do love Sister deeply, which is why the yelling was quite warranted. Passionate connections brings out passionate emotions.
Derrick: I see.
Derrick: Hmm... I feel like I learned a lot about myself.
Kremwahl: That's one step to lucidity!
Kremwahl: While we're on the subject, care to explain why you've been sitting on me?
Derrick: ... Remember that time withe bullies?
Kremwahl: Oh right, that.
Derrick: I almost killed those guys. So easily... I had no idea I was that strong.
Derrick: I don't work out or anything. Just the sheer will of wanting to hurt someone made me almost kill.
Derrick: Could you imagine where I'd be if I had?
Kremwahl: .....
Derrick: Since then I've sort of been afraid to get too upset about anything to keep that reaction from just coming out.
Kremwahl: We were strangers back then.
Kremwahl: The uncontrollable aspect of your emotions like I've stated before comes from bad communication.
Kremwahl: But we're on the path to mending this, so you need not worry about any more outbursts like that.
Derrick: ... That's all. I was just afraid of doing something I'd regret and couldn't take back.
Kremwahl: I see.
Kremwahl: Understandable.
Derrick: Can you tell me more about lucidity?
Derrick: What can I expect and when exactly do I achieve it?
Kremwahl: Well for what to expect, great power with clarity. You ever find it was difficult to conjure things?
Derrick: Yes.
Kremwahl: That's because I was largely not involved in the process. The deeper parts involved with conjuring things are back-ended, which is my expertise.
Kremwahl: One of the things I like to conjure are maws. You don't remember because you were sitting on the sidelines, but during the fight with Zendo I conjured one of my limbs into a barbed tendril maw. Just one of the many things I can do.
Derrick: Wow...
Kremwahl: When you achieve this state... Is hard to say.
Kremwahl: I guess I'd have to let you know.
Derrick: Okay...
Kremwahl: Basically conjuring becomes much easier, and you may even find yourself coming up with new things (Like my barbed tendril maw).
Kremwahl: If we have two more talks like this in the future, we should try testing it.
Derrick: Two more talks? I can do that.
Kremwahl: You better! It's not like I'm busy or unavailable you know.