Lucidstuck II

Derrick: Consider that given the huge level of stress, betrayal and all sorts of negative emotions naturally tied to all you've recently learned, it's perfectly normal to feel anger. There's nothing wrong with that, but you need to control yourself so you don't act on these emotions. It's especially dangerous where you are now, in a world that can and will warp itself to reflect your hidden thoughts and feelings (hallucinations, violent thoughts) . You succeeded in saving Lucia, you confronted your sister and controlled your anger, you've made friends and allies, and you should feel proud of your accomplishments. Remember you are not alone and you are strong and brave enough to do this



... You take a moment to reflect on everything you've been through thus far. In your opinion, you are very proud of your own accomplishments. You've shown bravery, courage, and restraint where it counted most. The incredible amount of stress that had been building up surrounding Lucia's situation has all evaporated. Leaving one focal point in your mind, that animosity towards your sister. You used to feel like you had to be together, but you were fine while you thought you were alone in your house and only communicated through the internet. You know she's the only family you have left, but you're not one to be willingly abused. It's as though this feeling of doubt that grows stems not from the realisation that your sister was not as pristine as you've thought, but a lapse in the mindset that she was innocent. You couldn't willingly be taken for a fool, so perhaps blinders were necessary to keep the status quo.

Derrick: You still got some time until reggie and bambino arrive, might as well enjoy that time for yourself, look out a window, enjoy the scenery around garrys place, do some self reflections, a lot of things have been happening in your life in quick succession and its good to take a moment for yourself



There is a silence that is quite delectable in Loham you think. Where your thoughts can roam free and you can see them for what they are. It's the kind of silence that is almost... haunting to those that lack understanding to who they are, while inviting to those that know their true selves. But how can one know their true self you wonder? When they are constantly surrounded by tasks to get done, and people around them wanting their attention, asking things of them, distracting them from the one person that matters most.
So, now you wonder...

Are you scared? or relieved?

1. I'm scared, this silence is uncomfortable (avoid him)
2. Who... are you? (meet him)