The 2am thread

Love how I have an apparent upper limit to "number of social circles I can handle" and how I drop the ball on this kind of thing super-quick

spoilers I don't love it, it sucks ass and it'd honestly be ok if I weren't stressing about how people must resent me for de-prioritising them?

I want to be properly caught up with and invested in all the cool things that are happening in this community right now, and I think I want to do that? It's not my self-righteous standard-setting that it's what I should be doing as a good person/member of the community?

So it's like I want to do it, want to actually engage with cool stories people are telling, but I spend all my time doing inosciable stuff like browsing the net at large instead

tl;dr I'm a mess, but in contrast to me at other times I'm a pretty low-key mess right now so that's ok I guess