RE: help me write a letter to my dad
04-27-2016, 03:37 AM
thanks for the support, everyone.
tbh it's starting to feel a little scary... thinking about leaving this soon, without dads help. it'd be less scary if i knew people nearby who would help me... so far i just have my neighbor and my irl friend, and they both are kinda trapped in a "they're family and they love you" mindset. they could help with some things, but they wouldn't get me out of town.
idk i guess... i feel like doing anything other than letting dad know i want to leave and having him help me get out would be bad, but there's no way he'll let me move out, to live with an online friend, before i've even landed a first job. staying here is a mistake, too, though.
anyway, note to self: find and destroy note i gave dad months ago with gens number on it
tbh it's starting to feel a little scary... thinking about leaving this soon, without dads help. it'd be less scary if i knew people nearby who would help me... so far i just have my neighbor and my irl friend, and they both are kinda trapped in a "they're family and they love you" mindset. they could help with some things, but they wouldn't get me out of town.
idk i guess... i feel like doing anything other than letting dad know i want to leave and having him help me get out would be bad, but there's no way he'll let me move out, to live with an online friend, before i've even landed a first job. staying here is a mistake, too, though.
anyway, note to self: find and destroy note i gave dad months ago with gens number on it
hahaha i wasted my time on all of you for 8 years.