things that are good right now

I actually have something to do tomorrow that isn't just sitting at home and drawing. I'm gonna walk down to a fast food place very nearby, and there's a 33% chance the manager there says he wants to hire me instead of two other people. It's not much, but I like making progress with my life, even though a lot of other people would consider this a firm "stagnating" life phase.

If I don't get the job, there's other places nearby that I can apply to. I'll just shotgun out some more applications, wait a little while for any response, and rinse and repeat with the occasional interview. I'll keep it up until I get a job, and then maybe dad will stop telling me to apply to a bank by handing out handmade business cards or whatever.