RE: The thread for flipping shits (and tables)
01-11-2016, 05:42 PM
I meant to post this in the 2am thread but I was 2slowam thread
I wish I could care about people and things the way I think I used to. I think I got so good at tamping down/pre-empting any expression of shit that annoys me/upsets me/makes me uncomfortable, I'm running all my positive thoughts about things through those same filters.
Then again idk maybe I've always been like this? My words always flowed out faster/sharper/fearlessly when I was angry, until I figured I only do that to hurt people.
I wish I could care about people and things the way I think I used to. I think I got so good at tamping down/pre-empting any expression of shit that annoys me/upsets me/makes me uncomfortable, I'm running all my positive thoughts about things through those same filters.
Then again idk maybe I've always been like this? My words always flowed out faster/sharper/fearlessly when I was angry, until I figured I only do that to hurt people.
peace to the unsung peace to the martyrs | i'm johnny rotten appleseed
clouds is shaky love | broke as hell but i got a bunch of ringtones
eyes blood red bruise aubergine | Sue took something now Sue doesn't sleep | saint average, day in the life of
woke up in the noon smelling doom and death | out the house, great outdoors
staying warm in arctic blizzard | that's my battle 'til I get inanimate | still up in the same clothes living like a gameshow
clouds is shaky love | broke as hell but i got a bunch of ringtones
eyes blood red bruise aubergine | Sue took something now Sue doesn't sleep | saint average, day in the life of
woke up in the noon smelling doom and death | out the house, great outdoors
staying warm in arctic blizzard | that's my battle 'til I get inanimate | still up in the same clothes living like a gameshow