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03-16-2016, 08:36 AM
i want to be alone but i also want people to listen
not that i have anything useful to say
to be frank i don't think there's anything useful about me
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03-16-2016, 08:37 AM
woo having a pity party get the balloons and confetti
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03-16-2016, 08:38 AM
fuck me
at least i'm starting to feel more tired, maybe i'll be able to sleep?
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03-16-2016, 08:41 AM
i want attention?? on top of wanting to be left alone and aaaaaaaaaaahHHH this is ridiculous
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03-16-2016, 08:44 AM
yeah i'm
really feeling it now
sorry for being awful everyone
i'm going to sleep and hopefully have my shit more together tomorrow
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03-21-2016, 05:07 PM
whoops
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03-21-2016, 05:12 PM
newsflash: sunburn sucks and it's on my grand old list of things I should learn to have Actual Foresight for, upon which is "don't be awake at 2am on a fuckin' worknight"
this weekend was good and fun and social otherwise
My apartment is about five months overdue for a Deep Cleaning, but I've still been primarily living in a two metre square area that is my "nest" since September, because winter sucks and I'm a dysfunctional piece of shit who can't get things done unless someone else's potential displeasure is riding on it
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03-21-2016, 05:16 PM
I really wish my brain would go "no fuck this, I'm done, we'll pick this up tomorrow" around midnight, instead of limping its way through the small hours and making Actual Waking Working Hours even more impossible to concentrate on wordmake
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03-21-2016, 05:18 PM
Maybe I'd be more motivated to go to sleep if work wasn't forty minutes of Emotional Fulfilment and Professional Satisfaction (2 workdays out of 5, on average), 8 hours of furtive guilt at amusing myself at my desk
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03-21-2016, 05:25 PM
Things that'd be cool: my brain not having an inexpertly dissected and achronal sense of satisfaction at Getting Shit Done And Feeling Good About It
Also cool: things I do to myself that make me feel like shit (lack of sleep, sleeping on floor, unable to haul ass until 10 minutes before I need to leave, skipping meals, poor hygiene, untidy living environ, insufficient creative output, being antisocial, extended internal monologues about how much I hate things which are trivial and not worth my dwelling on them) feeding into other aforementioned courses of action for Bonus Shitfeel Multiplier
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03-23-2016, 09:25 AM
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I am posting in this thread.
We are watching a GREAT movie
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03-27-2016, 01:28 AM
the clocks changed and im not 100% sure if it's 2 am right now or not
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03-27-2016, 06:27 AM
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03-28-2016, 06:12 AM
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03-28-2016, 09:14 AM
It is two AM and I am baking many breads
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03-28-2016, 12:58 PM
Hello 2am thread. I am doing homework for my concept art class by way of reading some of my favourite books. They're kind of? Obscure? and somehow my school picked those for the first assignment to base our designed objects on. Woo!
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03-28-2016, 01:04 PM
Im really glad because my tastes in media seem to align really well with things the tutors like and things we're shown as reference? I feel confident in what i consume
AND I JUST FLAILED A HUGE SPIDER OFF OF MY BOOB HOW DID THAT GET THERE
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03-30-2016, 06:09 AM
im always so hungry and i hate it and i had a good to decent to ok weekend and now everythings bad and i dont know i dont know
the ffxiv shop updated i want this fucking bird holy shit
Standing here, The way ahead's becoming clear
All across these new frontiers
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Walk forward through the cold dawn
Always to new horizons
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03-30-2016, 06:13 AM
i wa really hoping that the ffxiv bird would distract me longer but it hasnt and i dont know what im doing other than listening to the boss theme it plays when you ride it bc of the raid its from lmao lmao
Standing here, The way ahead's becoming clear
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Walk forward through the cold dawn
Always to new horizons
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03-30-2016, 06:16 AM
im so tired but in the worst ways all the time i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it
Standing here, The way ahead's becoming clear
All across these new frontiers
In my hands I hold the ones I love
Walk forward through the cold dawn
Always to new horizons
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03-30-2016, 06:19 AM
im so desperate, im so troubled, im so bad
Standing here, The way ahead's becoming clear
All across these new frontiers
In my hands I hold the ones I love
Walk forward through the cold dawn
Always to new horizons
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03-30-2016, 06:20 AM
who even am i, who even cares, what do i even want, what is even the point, fuck off fuck me
Standing here, The way ahead's becoming clear
All across these new frontiers
In my hands I hold the ones I love
Walk forward through the cold dawn
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03-30-2016, 06:21 AM
it only gets worse and never gets better
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Walk forward through the cold dawn
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03-30-2016, 06:24 AM
i love my trans gay furry cat girl and i wish i could do literally anything
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Walk forward through the cold dawn
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03-31-2016, 01:04 PM
I have a headache and feel all depressiony and cant sleep and it sucks
Ive been like this all day; i felt like i was going to vomit from anxiety but made myself go to class because i have to
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