The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

The last few days have been pretty shitty.

Anyone who saw me on irc or god forbid skype yesterday knows that i've been pretty sick (alternating between cold sweats + the shakes and random dizzy, nauseous spells that have made every part of my body aching that much more pleasant). Today i'm sorta better (only getting super dizzy+headaches! Yay).

When i did get up this afternoon all my flatmates disappeared, then while i was showering they apparently came back, made popcorn and (my) chocolate mousse and sat down to hang out together and watch movies??? i didn't realize for a while since they were all in the lounge with the lights off but its not really that nice to hear all your good friends laughing and having fun without having even invited you despite living in the next goddamn room over

I'm also getting really fed up with my appearance, which sounds stupid but its getting to the point where i don't even want to go outside and interact with people because i look and feel like trash. My hair is too long and full of awful looking regrowth which i'm too poor to fix. Same goes for my tired, shitty clothes.

Exacerbating everything is that i keep forgetting to take my meds (especially while being bedridden for 3 days, hahaha whoops) which is making everything that much worse/ Uuuuugh ugh ugh

wow that got a lot longer than i expected