The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

Okay so right now I'm going through a weird period of actually venting for once. Normally I'm in a constant state of willful ignorance, and I pretend like everything is okay. Um, so the gist of it is that apparently I actually have really fucking low self esteem that I've been kind of just ignoring for a long time now. And it's pretty bad. Like, I don't ever connect to anybody because I consider myself to be not worthy of them. But not actually giving that reason. Or something. It's the same over here. I consider you guys to be my friends, but I realize I haven't actually been connecting with you all, so to you I'm just some guy that plays forum games, writes for grand battles, and generally does not deserve the moderately high post count I apparently have.

Basically what I'm asking for is a friend. Someone on here, who doesn't know me well enough (so, everybody), but is willing to, so I can maybe vent to them and later evaluate what the hell went wrong with my life.

drop me a message then we can IRC it out maybe

edit: someone has informed me that what i need is in fact a therapist so i guess im getting one.