The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

What do I do.

I'd say that, since I'm fairly sure none of us here are professionals, your first and most important step is to call a suicide hotline. They're trained to talk to you about this sort of thing, and can probably give better and more specific advice.

Now, the rest I'd say depends on your situation. If it's because your parents abuse you emotionally or physically, or are reactionary and unable to accept you for who you are, all I could say is "try to find a friend, or more reasonable family member, who can put you up."

Otherwise, you're going to want to speak to a therapist and/or psychiatrist if at all possible.