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Fuck the holidays

I can't make the depressive feelings go away and the fact that i have to spend my school break in the coldest, tiniest, most uncomfortable room with all of my sister's shit isn't helping at all. Also, those kids just won't shut the fuck up for a second in the morning, hey you little dipshits somebody upstairs is extremely depressed and trying to escape reality for a few hours, okay? shut the hell up. This is only making me stay up until exhaustion knocks me out cold at around noon, thus making me sleep through all the day and waking up at night, making me feel miserable for not even seeing daylight.
This is the worst, i hate kids, i hate people, i hate the holidays because they force me to spend time with my family, i don't like my family, specially when they're all together. I just don't know how to cope with this constantly abrasive feeling of hopelessness.

And you could just say 'oh well yeah just hold tight until the holidays are over' but no, it's not that easy, i still feel miserable throughout the whole year, this is just like giving the most annoying shit ever to someone who's often contemplating suicide.

I want my bed
i need my bed so i can dive in and cry myself to sleep when i have suicidal thoughts
i'm afraid i'll break this tiny bed if i do that.

that elongated Mike in my sig. looks like he's mocking my rant
heeh

Fuck.