You Wake Up In A Bar

I don't really know what you're talking about, or even who you're referring to. But if the situation is alright now, you probably don't need to keep making yourself feel guilty about it, if you are. You can move past it without being disrespectful, as long as you acknowledge responsibility and try to act better in the future, which it sounds like you are.

((Also maybe at this point it would be a good idea to have a discussion thread for this adventure, because having this actual forum thread be canonical to YWUIAB's universe is very cool but it might help to have a place to discuss things that isn't canonical, or at least not as canonical, because at least for me, I feel like I need to kind of roleplay a bit when i post here, beyond just the regular suspension of disbelief that a regular adventure requires, and not roleplaying would be spoiling it for other people. Like what I just wrote ^ is personally intended for you, but I also wrote it so that it would fit in-story as well. And like you said, that blurring of the line isn't what everyone wants all the time, so it might help to have a place where its clearer.))