stop kicking living horses who are asleep you heartless savages

The day when my scanner arrives I will treat as a great reckoning. I've grown in a lot of odd ways but also probably self-destructed in too many others and I wish to communicate my ideas better and I want to make a sincere commitment to them. Impulsiveness will have no metaphysical room to occupy in my LIFE, eccentricity shunned, emotions sneered at. Nothing else matters but the process in a system where I am constantly living, breathing, eating and sleeping my work. The only leisure is to observe my handiwork in the present moment and then move on.