RE: Firmament
01-15-2018, 08:17 AM
>Do understand and take to heart the terrible effects of your actions. Do not repeat them. Feel grief and extreme remorse.
>Also, do acknowledge that you have a complicated relationship with the concept of "eating" and that trying to pretend otherwise, and to ignore the urges you feel, would be a mistake. You can't just bury this stuff, no matter how horrified you might be right now. It happened and it's a part of you. You've got to sort that out.
>...but there was something you wanted, and you didn't get it, and maybe it's not that thing that was bad. Maybe it was just your methods that were wrong. Maybe there's a better way to get that thing, whether you want to call it "true eating" or not.
>Also, resolve firmly to never let yourself ever ever hurt anyone ever again ever.
>Also, do acknowledge that you have a complicated relationship with the concept of "eating" and that trying to pretend otherwise, and to ignore the urges you feel, would be a mistake. You can't just bury this stuff, no matter how horrified you might be right now. It happened and it's a part of you. You've got to sort that out.
>...but there was something you wanted, and you didn't get it, and maybe it's not that thing that was bad. Maybe it was just your methods that were wrong. Maybe there's a better way to get that thing, whether you want to call it "true eating" or not.
>Also, resolve firmly to never let yourself ever ever hurt anyone ever again ever.