The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

that suck infared!! i'm sorry about that hopefully it get resolves soon though

own rant abt life in spoilers v

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Spoileri really don't want to exist right now
my grades are dropping and i've been cramming on all my projects i haven't finished. what's worse to me is that i literally can't work on my PE project because a.) computer's dumb b.) it's a group work c.) i'm the only one who can do it d.) why does no one else in our group have a computer [or is willing to work with me!!!]
i've always been terrified about losing my scholarship and now that i'm almost senior high i can't afforad to risk anything and i hate that i have a scholarship as thankful as i am for it because trying is getting so tiring. i don't want to try and i want this to end it's making life so much less fun
i really wish i didn't feel so numb 24/7 either, i can't even stress myself out enough to do it and as much as i hate stress i hate feeling numb so so so much and i can't even let it out physically
my mom's been putting off getting me a therapist and i hate it because i know how bad my depression's[???] been affecting my will and ability to do schoolwork. she says i can get out of it on my own but to be honest it's been too long and i'd rather get some help sooner rather than later. i don't want this to be a thing i have to look forward to when i'm 18