Don't Worry- It Will Be Alright

The inability to choose a path if, in doing so, you feel as if you give in.
Whether she feels the spite is irrelevant; you merely wish to send it.

And it is, in all likelihood, a foolish gesture. A pointless one.
Just as meaningless as she says.
But making it despite this is what gives it value.

It's motivated by naiveté and misguided beliefs, perhaps.
Or a ridiculous, egocentric desire to prove yourself stronger than everyone else. More special. The One Who Never Gave In.
Or simply stubbornness, an unwillingness to accept her so-called charity.
But you will make this gesture.