The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

I feel very tired and bleh

Also the feeling is always in the bckground but lately especially i've been feeling like i'm the friend everyone tolerates/finds irritating but is too polite to say anything to? I feel like everyone is hanging out having fun with each other and not me and i feel really lonely and ignored

It's probably a depression/low self esteem thing but i have no idea how much i can trust my own perception of things