The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

im doing that thing again

the one where its SPECIFICALLY this community that has me feeling insecure and low-self-esteem-y, as if i were trying to prove something. i thought it was just me, but no its this whole being online or anonymous or whatever thing that has me desperate for validation.

i remember there was this thing a while back where i was feeling depressed and shitty and i ended up in a mental hospital because other people online told me i have depression and i believed them but GUESS WHAT I DONT HAVE IT.

i feel pretty content with my life irl, its just that online stuff has me feeling weird. like, nobody loves me, im annoying, or whatever. because people dont talk about me often enough? its weird yo!

i kind of want to ask to be loved. i want people to tell me that no im not being annoying or shitty. because i cant read people from text only and maybe everyone secretly hates me. is that weird?