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02-24-2017, 08:13 AM
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My parents have been fighting more often lately. I don't know if this is the lead-up to them splitting apart, or just a rough spot, or if I'm just imagining it. They are more stressed than usual, with Vesnin working with the flood evacuees all day. I should be helping Angel more. Maybe then they would have more time to relax, to be happier? I just wish I knew if this was normal. My cousin's family broke up when I was ten, and he had no idea it was happening until it did. Maybe since this is out in the open, they'll do better. I want to be optimistic.
It's a nice sunset today. I can see the clouds coming over the mountains, though. More rain, more flooding. Old Zeke's pasture was full on the walk here, his goats all collected up by the fence edge, and I bet he'll have to move out of his house in another day. The new people haven't been through a winter here, so they don't know what it's like. They all built their homes too close to the creeks. Stupid. We warned them. But maybe if we hadn't been from nearby, we wouldn't have listened, either.
I wonder if I should bring Stjarna here. She might like it. But I don't want her to be unimpressed. And she's always busy, either helping take care of her mom or doing work. She's better at staying happy than me, though I know that's somewhat a facade. I want to get to know the "true" Stjarna more but I think she finds me boring. And coming out here might just be gloomy for her, with the ruins poking up out of the bushes, grids of rectangular foundations that I can't help but see as gravestones. I think she spends so much time working in the school because it's like the old life, and there are less reminders of what's happening outside in the world. I don't want to think about that stuff, either. I'm trying to be optimistic.
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My parents have been fighting more often lately. I don't know if this is the lead-up to them splitting apart, or just a rough spot, or if I'm just imagining it. They are more stressed than usual, with Vesnin working with the flood evacuees all day. I should be helping Angel more. Maybe then they would have more time to relax, to be happier? I just wish I knew if this was normal. My cousin's family broke up when I was ten, and he had no idea it was happening until it did. Maybe since this is out in the open, they'll do better. I want to be optimistic.
It's a nice sunset today. I can see the clouds coming over the mountains, though. More rain, more flooding. Old Zeke's pasture was full on the walk here, his goats all collected up by the fence edge, and I bet he'll have to move out of his house in another day. The new people haven't been through a winter here, so they don't know what it's like. They all built their homes too close to the creeks. Stupid. We warned them. But maybe if we hadn't been from nearby, we wouldn't have listened, either.
I wonder if I should bring Stjarna here. She might like it. But I don't want her to be unimpressed. And she's always busy, either helping take care of her mom or doing work. She's better at staying happy than me, though I know that's somewhat a facade. I want to get to know the "true" Stjarna more but I think she finds me boring. And coming out here might just be gloomy for her, with the ruins poking up out of the bushes, grids of rectangular foundations that I can't help but see as gravestones. I think she spends so much time working in the school because it's like the old life, and there are less reminders of what's happening outside in the world. I don't want to think about that stuff, either. I'm trying to be optimistic.
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