I Will Apologise For Anything I've Done

I still wish I got to know him better before he died. I don't see what's wrong with that. That's one thing I won't apologise for. If I didn't have regrets, I wouldn't have reason to apologise. I do see how insulting my feelings are, however. You, who got to know him so well, who came up with many support systems to help him cope with isolation at boarding school, couldn't save him from his fate. I have no place in this. I was full of hubris to think I could've made a difference.

I should focus on the present, and things that haven't happened yet. I hope you choose to live.