I Will Apologise For Anything I've Done

I apologise for being overly self-pitying. I have met someone who was also overly self-pitying, so I understand why you wouldn't like that type of person. The kind of person who is determined to be depressed is an emotionally exhausting person to be around. When you ask them what's wrong, they bombard you with information that makes you as worse off as they are. The darkness is all-consuming.

I don't want to be that kind of person anymore. Not hating myself even a little is impossible, but I will no longer let my self-hate harm others. Words have meaning, and I should not throw them around carelessly for the sake of self-harm.