RE: Good News Everyone!!! (The joysplosion thread)
09-25-2016, 02:45 PM
yeah, i mean
i've been out online for years, but i wasn't in a safe place to do anything and it was just miserable. now that i'm able to do things irl i'm having trans feelings that are actually positive, when before it always just kind of sucked
like on top of just feeling like myself there's so much catharsis
plus i was just sort of going through the motions until recently, i was much more emotionally numb. i feel alive for the first time since i was a kid
i mean there's still some bad feelings, especially when i stop to shower and junk, but i never expected that just doing clothes and makeup would have this much of an impact on me. i'm definitely excited about taking the next steps
i've been out online for years, but i wasn't in a safe place to do anything and it was just miserable. now that i'm able to do things irl i'm having trans feelings that are actually positive, when before it always just kind of sucked
like on top of just feeling like myself there's so much catharsis
plus i was just sort of going through the motions until recently, i was much more emotionally numb. i feel alive for the first time since i was a kid
i mean there's still some bad feelings, especially when i stop to shower and junk, but i never expected that just doing clothes and makeup would have this much of an impact on me. i'm definitely excited about taking the next steps