Lucidstuck I

Emily: You now have Daydream at a disadvantage. To get her to trust you, confide your own worse sins with her. Then make it clear to her that she clearly does not love Derrick enough, since loving someone implies wanting to protect them from everyone and everything, including yourself

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Emily: Well, since you've told something so intimate. I guess it would be fair if I shared a sin of my own.
Daydream: Oh? Miss goodie-goodie is a trouble maker?
Piper: Are you sure about this, Emily?
Emily: Yes.
Piper: Oooooh man...
Emily: I wasn't always the way I am.
Emily: I had a bit of an anger incident.
Emily: Took me about a year to get over it.
Emily: Some boys were harassing this girl I've talked to a couple times at school.
Emily: I tried to intervene, to help her. But they didn't take that too lightly.
Emily: Eventually they moved to me. Even girls started talking about me behind my back.
Emily: I got passive bullying for a long time. Then one day, I got a note.
Emily: "Hi Emily, I really like you, meet behind the school at 4pm."
Piper: Emily....
Daydream: SHHH. Go on.
Emily: Well, I went to see this person. And waited for 2 hours.
Emily: They never showed up, so I went home.
Emily: I was a little sad, but I was okay.
Emily: Then the next day i got another note apologizing for not showing up, and to meet again for the same time.
Emily: I shouldn't have gone, but I did...
Emily: At this time, I had no friends, no one treated me well.
Emily: I'd like to see this person.
Emily: After 30 minutes of waiting a group of people showed up.
Piper: Oh God...
Daydream: SHHH, PLEASE.
Emily: One of the boys had a bucket...
Emily: I looked at them all, thinking they were going to hurt me, but it was much worse.
Emily: The boy walked right up to me and dumped the bucket over my head...
Emily: It was gore.
Daydream: Whoa.
Emily: I guess he worked at a meat shop or something.
Emily: I was drenched in sour blood, maggots and rotting flesh.
Emily: They all started laughing hysterically.
Emily: I stood there covered in disgusting bloody waste.
Emily: And thoughts were swirling in my head.
Emily: Unforgivable.
Emily: Trash.
Emily: Wastes of oxygen.
Emily: I looked right at the boy, the look on his face quickly changed.
Emily: I reached out and griped his throat. I lunged so hard I tackled him to the ground.
Emily: I just held him there. Squeezing. Everyone there became petrified, they didn't know whether to run away or help.
Emily: So in weird way, they just stood there watching.
Emily: The boy gasped for help, but they didn't help.
Emily: Eventually a teacher saw and restrained me. The boy was hospitalized.
Emily: It turns out I squeezed so hard, I destroyed his vocal cords, and scarred his neck with my hand prints.
Emily: I was expelled from the school, and my parents and I moved away.
Daydream: Damn. I knew you'd have a temper, but not quite like that.
Emily: I wouldn't say I have one now, as much as I should for the amount of pain you've caused me.
Emily: I just learned how to forgive people. Treat others how you would like to be treated.
Emily: Now we should evaluate whether you really love your brother, or you're just obsessed with him, because they're not the same.
Daydream: W-what? How dare you!
Daydream: No one can question my love. They're not me.
Emily: What does love mean to you?
Daydream: ........
Daydream: Love is...
Daydream: I love Derrick! That's all that matters.
Emily: What does that mean? How do you love him?
Daydream: I take care of him! I protect him, I keep him safe.
Daydream: I make sure he's happy.
Daydream: No one can do this but me, because I've known him since birth.
Daydream: I'm the only one who understands and appreciates him.
Emily: Like a mother?
Daydream: What? No!
Emily: Like a sister?
Daydream: .... Like a lover.
Emily: If you ask me, you've overstepped your bounds...
Daydream: Well, I didn't ask you. If I'm going to be the only one who will truly love him, I should take the role of his lover!
Daydream: It's just a coincidence that I'm his sister.
Emily: Do you hear yourself?
Daydream: ...... Girls are a dime a dozen.
Daydream: You can always get someone to hold you, kiss you, or bang you.
Daydream: But that ends.
Daydream: At some point you will lose that person, and what will you have?
Daydream: You'll have friends, and family.
Daydream: I'm already Derrick's best friend, and his only family.
Daydream: I don't think anyone deserves to be his lover as much as I do.
Emily: That's not your choice to decide!
Daydream: ...!
Emily: You have to let Derrick decide who he wants to be with. Same as how you decided who you wanted to be with.
Emily: This is not love. This is possession under the pretence of love.
Emily: If you really loved Derrick, you'd let him choose you.
Emily: Not force him.
Emily: I think you know this already. He would never choose you.
Emily: If you told him the things you've done. He'd hate you.
Daydream: No... Derrick would never hate me.
Daydream: He loves me too, he knows family comes first.
Emily: Not lately... Lucia will get him to see the truth.
Emily: And how will you handle it? Will you hurt Derrick?
Daydream: N-never..!!
Emily: Will you lie through your teeth that we're all just against you?
Daydream: .......
Daydream: I guess we'll cross that bridge when we come to it.
Emily: You can't sit there and tell me this is love. It's toxic.
Daydream: What do you know?
Emily: Love is kind. Love is patience. Love is forgiving.
Emily: You're none of these things.
Emily: How could you understand love?
Daydream: ......
Emily: Did you get love from your parents? What was that like?
Daydream: My parents didn't love me.
Daydream: It's always been Derrick for me.
Daydream: He's my reason for life. We entered this world together.
Emily: I'm worried about you. I hope you're not lying about any of this.
Daydream: ......