The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

i'm having something of a breakdown because once again i've failed to make even the slightest facade of attempting to look for work (whether due to general personal shittiness, overwhelming anxiety that kicks in the moment i actually attempt to look for a job, or my top tier procrastination skills (/adhd) who even knows at this point) and i have an appointment in an hour and twenty minutes where i'm gonna have to explain either that i'm not trying hard enough, i don't know what i'm doing, i'm just a terrible human being in general, or whatever excuse i can come up with to hope that i don't get my benefits cut.

i really hate myself sometimes