join me on my quest for peace of mind

my irl friend took me practice driving today, it was super scary but it feels good to get some real practice in after a while.

anyway i'm thinking about aywas stuff and some possible other money-job i could take there and starting to get actually excited for it??? it'll probably fade by tomorrow though. i could technically apply to it right now if i wanted to, but i think i wanna get some stuff ready ahead of time.

i'm really bad at this "stop looking at art" thing even though technically i could apply and do this thing with minimal art-viewing, since it's just me putting my stuff out there.