join me on my quest for peace of mind

I MEAN THERE'S, a lot more stuff that sets me off than what i put in that last spoiler. pretty much any time i see some really well-composed draws, it makes me start trying to analyze how they did it, and whether or not i can figure out what they did, i realize that my art style isn't very distinctive or even consistent, it changes a lot? and i don't practice anything and i can't make myself practice... it's frustrating

i just bring up the aywas stuff because it feels more concrete.