join me on my quest for peace of mind

MMmmMmMmMmMMMMm THE CHALLENGE ISN'T GOING SO WELL TODAY........

also

If you want to try to see what it's like without your usual stuff for a week or so that's good, at least just to see what it's like and what various conclusions about yourself you'll come to from trying different things. It would probably be more effective if you were on medication (if it turns out that's what you need) but trying for a bit could help if you make sure to look out for negative feedback loops (otherwise your time spent might be bad since you end up wallowing and beating yourself up over whatever your brain comes up with instead of focusing on other things)

what does this mean? "without my usual stuff", you mean, my art? i didn't say i was actively working on changing my art yet (as much as i want to be), i'm just musing about stopping myself from seeing other peoples art so i can MAYBE NOT HATE MYSELF FOR ONE DAY