RE: The 2am thread
03-03-2016, 07:01 AM
its really cool how playing video game with my friends is like literally all thats staving me off of wanting to live in a pit of deep and inescapable misery and that hurts me every day and how i cant talk about any of it or do anything about it and my family only makes it worse on every single thing they do
and not only that but i have to deal with how i feel with myself so its like "oh im fake im shittheres nothing wrong with me im fine" despite constant constant constant proof that i dont think the same that i am not like other people that im Fucked Up and being here doesnt help and only hurts and actively prevents me from being able to do anything lmao lmao lmao
why dont i do a job why dont i do anything why dont i try to do anything its because when im like this when im separated from ffxiv (where i play with friends) or when im alone the only thing i feel is hurt and sadness and its honestly pathetic but what can you do lmao
and not only that but i have to deal with how i feel with myself so its like "oh im fake im shittheres nothing wrong with me im fine" despite constant constant constant proof that i dont think the same that i am not like other people that im Fucked Up and being here doesnt help and only hurts and actively prevents me from being able to do anything lmao lmao lmao
why dont i do a job why dont i do anything why dont i try to do anything its because when im like this when im separated from ffxiv (where i play with friends) or when im alone the only thing i feel is hurt and sadness and its honestly pathetic but what can you do lmao
Standing here, The way ahead's becoming clear
All across these new frontiers
In my hands I hold the ones I love
Walk forward through the cold dawn
Always to new horizons
All across these new frontiers
In my hands I hold the ones I love
Walk forward through the cold dawn
Always to new horizons