The 2am thread

I like the way i word things when i think about my suffering and sometimes i wish i could do something with that but all i can do is complain about it... i wish, a lot of things

i wanted to try to do things once jac left but i cant and its funny bc like

jac is here i have energy i should make plans to do things after he leaves since i want to do things with him and feel good and happy together with him

jac is gone and thats bad ill leave things for later when im less sad because obviously im just really sad because hes gone

oh this is just my default now isnt it