The thread for flipping shits (and tables)

i really don't like how my brain flips between "there might be something wrong in the future if i keep being lazy" and "oh god i remembered the situation i'm in and i haven't done anything to get out of it and i don't know what to do" with no grey area!! both of those modes don't help anything and i can't change anything!!

(i just remembered how i have spent the last few months doing absolutely nothing when i was supposed to be applying to jobs around town so that i have an excuse to not do school this coming term. i have about a month before the next term starts? i don't want dad to yell at me for not getting a job after saying i wanted to get a job so i could stop doing school)