art insecurity clubhouse

tbpf it sounds like most of your issues don't come from art or art insecurity or the art community so much as broader problems in your life. the kind of wide-spectrum self-loathing and social anxiety you've got going on seem like the sorts of thing that have to be addressed before the more specific anxieties you're talking about can be.

but, like, I don't know you or your life! maybe I'm projecting or just misunderstanding your situation