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self-portrait - Kaynato - 04-22-2016 i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you RE: self-portrait - Kaynato - 04-22-2016 a sort of apoplexy frustration, covered with a varnish of feeling nothing at all. RE: self-portrait - Kaynato - 04-22-2016 what about for five years and it keeps coming back RE: self-portrait - Kaynato - 04-22-2016 no i mean like it's just being hopelessly alone and not wanting to be alone but you just don't have any common topics to talk about RE: self-portrait - Kaynato - 04-22-2016 the problem is that i cannot stand isolation and derive most of my self-worth from validation and achivement i like to keep myself busy with projects whether given by others or made by me (second sort is a lot) sometimes i try to make them points of discussion but no one cares, which is disappointing and horrible RE: self-portrait - btp - 04-22-2016 This may seem like a cliche question but, if you had to describe who you are, your identity, in a sentence, what would you say? RE: self-portrait - Kaynato - 04-22-2016 that's a hard question but I can say that "I prefer to keep it open" (also i had a conversation and played a bit of piano and feel now much better. the problem is that typing speech for me is like talking to myself without expression which is generally exhaustive and accentuates negative emotions) RE: self-portrait - Kaynato - 04-22-2016 (thank you loather)