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RE: The 2am thread - Plaid - 12-27-2015
also re: the last page or so of posts. I feel like virtually everyone in the community here feels a bit isolated from everyone else? We all have our own lives and drift away from time to time, and its really easy to feel like everyone else is being better friends with each other or spending more time together or whatever? Its way less of a big deal to not be super plugged into the eagle matrix at all time, is what i'm saying
RE: The 2am thread - AgentBlue - 12-27-2015
TW: I don't know how serious I am but I have to get it out somehow, also you know, suicide.
I just want to go to sleep.
RE: The 2am thread - Solaris - 12-29-2015
im gross and horny and lonely and i hate so much about myself and im broken and wrong but i dont care i dont care i dont want to know i dont want to see and i dont care about whatever is wrong with my head i just want to be free and safe to continue on with my life instead of being in this hot hell thatis fucking florida and i hate it i hate it i hate being this garbage shit shit shit shit shit flesh shit
RE: The 2am thread - Solaris - 12-29-2015
im so tired all the time and all i want is to change my name and body and ignore everything else thats utterly and completely wrong
RE: The 2am thread - Solaris - 12-29-2015
i spent a lot of money on myself over christmas and i hate it like i hate myself bceacnase i havent done anything with half of it but im lying to myself and telling me that its because jacs here and not because im horrible and love to buy things like a piece of shite
RE: The 2am thread - Solaris - 12-29-2015
i hate this
RE: The 2am thread - OTTO - 12-29-2015
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RE: The 2am thread - Solaris - 12-29-2015
i hate every single one of my problems that would be solved if it wasnt for the stupid fucking shit restrictions that are literally and slowly killing me until i can just be with jac lol
RE: The 2am thread - Solaris - 12-29-2015
i dont deserve anything nice
RE: The 2am thread - Kíeros - 01-07-2016
I am so happy I stayed up to 2AM to see "Awful Games Done Quick".
Also, I don't have any classes tomorrow, so I'm going to be staying up a lot later.
RE: The 2am thread - chimericgenderbeast - 01-07-2016
i feel like i don't deserve friends and the world would be better if i just disappeared and i know these thoughts are temporary and i will survive them but it fucking sucks tbh
RE: The 2am thread - Schazer - 01-11-2016
Helloooooo official worst thread of eagle time
RE: The 2am thread - Schazer - 01-11-2016
Over the last illustrious ten pages of bad posts at ass o'clock I'm proud to say that this thread serves as a testament in the small hours as to why I don't want to be awake in the smaller hours
granted it did not work today because I caffeined up at 11pm like a goober
RE: The 2am thread - Schazer - 01-11-2016
Things I did not get done this long weekend:
Dishes
Crafts
Letting out my feelings
I did play some good games with friends though? Anyone heard of Sherrif of Nottingham because I was a ruthless fuckin sheriff in that game
RE: The 2am thread - Schazer - 01-11-2016
I am constantly trying to not have feelings about things. Current thing I'm not having feelings about: work.
Like yeah the kids are awesome and my supervisor and management are very chill but I hate being office mates with the really judgmental English teacher. Also everyone might be leaving end of March anyway and I don't even know!
Mitch is guaranteed here for at least another year though so she'll be seeing out my JET tenure lmao
So yeah kids are great, staff save the ones I directly work with are great, office environment (where I spend 80% of my day, mostly dicking around on the internet after I get lessons planned/worksheets graded) sucks assssssssss
RE: The 2am thread - Schazer - 01-11-2016
Despite being the main staff room the atmosphere is...... Idk. I feel like I'm gonna be judged whether I'm reading books, studying, browsing the net, listening to music, or doing something other than the physically impossible task of five times eight hours a day doing stuff directly relating to my job
Kind of wish they'd be like "Welp if you've got nothing else to for the day/week you should head home after lunch" but lmao these people can't take medical leave without using their annual leave instead because it's a black mark on their employment record to do so
RE: The 2am thread - Schazer - 01-11-2016
I'm different because I'm a foreigner so luckily my four days of hospitalization at some point this year won't be an issue but: good luck seeing my disorganized ass get to a psychtype before Christmas
RE: The 2am thread - Schazer - 01-11-2016
I'm doing ok though. I'm anxious and stressed about the future and stressed about my job and my uncooperative meat chassis but I'm further away from a meltdown than I was yesterday, it feels like.
All I gotta do now is write a shitton and get a haircut and I can however temporarily pretend my life is on track
Good night sweet thread, may you fail to tempt me for another three months or more preferably
RE: The 2am thread - Plaid - 01-12-2016
Its 2am and i am very tired and can't sleep. Which is very annoying.
RE: The 2am thread - Mirdini - 01-16-2016
hi thread how are you
im tired
apparently not tired tired attempts to sleep notwithstanding
just tired of a lot of things
RE: The 2am thread - OTTO - 01-18-2016
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RE: The 2am thread - Whimbrel - 01-24-2016
Oh hey I can actually post in this thread tonight, yay!
IT'S SNOWING STILL
THIS MAKES ME UNBEARABLY JOYFUL
RE: The 2am thread - wooiljung - 01-24-2016
I had the whole weekend to do my essays, and I ended up playing games. Now I'm awake trying to make up for everything
RE: The 2am thread - OTTO - 01-26-2016
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